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  • 《19921999》

    1992年我的母親從貴州山區被騙到廣東嫁給了我父親,在接下來的四年裡,我和我的哥哥相繼來到這個世界上。

    在1999年中秋節前一天,我和哥哥被父親帶到法院,我那時候什麼都不懂,後來奶奶告訴我,"你爸媽離婚了。"我被判給了母親。但是那時候的我和奶奶,父親,哥哥生活在一起。

     

    在1999年後的18年裡,隨著家庭關係的徹底瓦解,奶奶的去世,父母各自擁有了伴侶,哥哥去了外地上學,我過上了一個人的生活。

     

    我父母的結合是因為一場意外,不幸的是,把我父母綁在一起的聯繫斷了,斷了,也許從一開始都不穩。但如果兩人從未相遇,我就不會出生在這個世界上。


    在我接觸藝術後,面對這些迫切、可尋的記憶,我自始至終貫穿的動作並非是“攝影”而是“尋找”,在這些源於溫情的情愫之中,說是尋根也好,解封記憶也罷,我在一段破裂的家庭關係中努力尋找一個我與父母和哥哥的聯繫,儘管這幾年的生活裡,我們四個人活在不同的島嶼和世界裡,但是我知道始終有一條牢不可的線索串聯起我們共同的命運。

    事實上,家庭問題仍然沒有得到解決,雖然有時我們打電話和偶爾見面,對我們來說,我們的觀點隨著聯繫的變少而發生了很多變化。我的家人再也不會在一起了。但我毫不懷疑,在我們每個人的內心深處都有我們曾經共同生活的證據。

     

    <<19921999>>

    My mother was tricked from a mountainous area in Guizhou in 1992 to marry my father in Guangdong. In the next four years, my brother and I came to this world one after another.

     

    The day before the Mid-Autumn Festival in 1999, my brother and I were brought to court by my father. I didn't understand anything at that time. Later my grandma told me, "Your parents are divorced." I was sentenced to my mother. But at that time, I lived with my grandma, father, and brother.

     

    In the 18 years after 1999, with the complete dissolution of family relationships, my grandmother died, my parents each had a partner, my brother went to school in a different place, and I lived a life of one person.

    My parents were together unexpectedly. Unfortunately, the connection that tied my parents together was broken, broken, and maybe unstable from the beginning. But if they never met, I would not be born in this world.


    After I came into contact with art, in the face of these urgent and questable memories, my action throughout was not "photography" but "finding". Among these feelings originating from tender feelings, it is good to find the roots, to unblock I can remember, I tried to find a connection between my parents and brother in a broken family relationship. Although the four of us have lived in different islands and worlds in these years, I know that there is always an imperative Clues connect our common destiny.

     

    In fact, family issues remain unresolved, although sometimes we call and meet occasionally, and for us, our perspective has changed a lot as the number of contacts has diminished. My family will never be together again. But I have no doubt that deep in each of us is evidence that we once lived together.